This is my first blog ever. Wow. So original. I am supposed to journal, and this is supposed to be therapeutic for me. Everyone tells me that it will help me begin to heal from the loss of my husband. Right.
My husband died 12 days ago. He died here in my home, my bed; I did chest compressions, but to no avail. There was a blood clot in his lungs that became lodged in his coronary artery. The paramedics could do nothing, and he died.
He left me, and our two-year old daughter, and I feel lost.
Ugh.
